I cannot mask the loneliness inside my heartI’ve decided I’ll be better on the other sideCannot erase what has been felt my whole lifeI try, but failI now know this is my destinyMy fate, for I cannot make this go awayHere comes the bowling ball ready to knock me overHere comes the tornado ready to sweep me awayHere comes the storm ready to drown meHere comes the world ready to exile meI’m broken, pieces never to be found
So I lie here as my being is never to be wholeI sink into a shell of what I believe is to be myselfUncertainty, wandering translucent ghost forever walkingTrying to find a wayImpossibleWhen does alone end?When does the pounding in my chest begin?When will the knocking in my head settle in?When will I find a placea place where I belong?
So I lie here as my being is never to be whole